THIS WORLD WE LIVE mylife

You know this world we live in is funny if someone two years ago would have told me i would be on the face of loosing every thing i have i would have said ya right bullshit but the reality of it is i am the home i live the stuff thats inside you know im not looking for no one to be like aww i just needed to vent i work a job and do side things to make ends meet but i guess its not enouph there are things i need and want but due to the lake of money cant get or have. to give you a example you remember when you were younger and would go on family camping trips and you would go to the store to get water to drink and the make fire for light and heat well thats how it is at my house rite about now i go to the store to buy water to drink and also to clean up i use my fire place as a heater and also the way to cook my meals. its tough i cant lie and when i go out at night i try my hardest not to cry or get discorage i just do what i can you know its funny they say in life that family should help eachother out but in my family meaning blood they tend to look out for them selfs and are full of greed i know you wonder well how do i blog and myspace well all i gotta say is when you here me say im at the libary or starbucks thats how can i think you have all herd me say yea my house charger is broke naw its not its called the power is off but hay as i allways say if you fall allways try to RISE

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Jonathan Howard